Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i am not a part of this tragedy

what do you do when someone looks into your eyes with so much pain? i just hugged him and breathed into him and told him that i could do no more than be his friend. he told me that he loves me. i'm not sure of the context, not sure where his mind is... i'm not sure that he knows these things. i know that i'll make mostly good choices in this situation, and not divert too much energy from what is good in my life, but i feel a heartache coming. the kind you get when watching someone deteriorate. he used to be a creature of light, but he's forgotten.

2 comments:

Michel Nosre-dna said...

There you go with that "creature of l&%$#!" business again...

No really, I think I know where you are going with all this.
And it's subject.
Well expressed.

frē said...

well, i have to say things to piss you off every now and then, and i know how much you hate light...

yeah, the veil is thin, but i don't mind you hanging out back there. can't help but worry for that creature.